Who you calling fat Hah!!...You know you want this
As i sit here feeling like a "KeFatty" after eating 5 slices of greasy oily pizza (FYI: Two slices of pizza are equivalent to swallowing three spoons of warm oil...now who wants a slice?...didn't think so)
But then i started thinking..im healthy right þ Im still reasonably a size 34 right þ Im not yet bursting out of my jeans right þ ...and do I honestly loove the way I look þ then...whats seems to be the problem
Aaaha! Those skinny bitches in them mags...dam I hate you guys, but I also hate you girls with them abnormally big asses, come on girl, you know all a dat aint natural, and aint realistic...the man still gone see you as the fat ass chick who he would like to bang and never take to mommy...(not judging though if its reall #youGoGuuurl!!)
We as women have such a jaded opinion of ourself's and what "ought" to be..without realising how beautiful we are...
I see it happening with my self everyday, be thinking
...gosh I hate my hair its soo kinky
...or my nose is too flat
...or im not light enough
...or my nails arent skinny enough
...or my boobs aren't big enough and my ass is non-existent
...or I hate my stomach
...or I hate my toes
...or I hate my forehead is too big
...or I hate my eyebrows and my eyelashes...there soo barely there
...or I hate my height...im not tall enough...
...or I hate my teeth, there too sharp and not white enough
...or I hate the fact that i cant sing
...or im not smart enough
...soo basically ive just written down all my insecurities... and iv'e realised how iv'e just basically wiped out every feature that makes me who I am...im not someone else, and honestly I wouldn't want to be someone else, cause then that means id have to live with someone else's insecurities (and I'm not about that life)
I see it in the way that I cant take a compliment, and I don't understand what this person is seeing....and then sometimes I take really good pictures and think "Whoa, this chick is soo hot man"...but I don't feel that pretty.
And right now i'm just tired of it, cause trying to run someone else's race in your shoes aint never gonna work hunny.
I realised that listen if your a KaFatty, your going to be a beautiful one that loves food and aint afraid of a few hips...if anything, bring them on and flaunt them.
But then i started thinking..im healthy right þ Im still reasonably a size 34 right þ Im not yet bursting out of my jeans right þ ...and do I honestly loove the way I look þ then...whats seems to be the problem
Aaaha! Those skinny bitches in them mags...dam I hate you guys, but I also hate you girls with them abnormally big asses, come on girl, you know all a dat aint natural, and aint realistic...the man still gone see you as the fat ass chick who he would like to bang and never take to mommy...(not judging though if its reall #youGoGuuurl!!)
We as women have such a jaded opinion of ourself's and what "ought" to be..without realising how beautiful we are...
I see it happening with my self everyday, be thinking
...gosh I hate my hair its soo kinky
...or my nose is too flat
...or im not light enough
...or my nails arent skinny enough
...or my boobs aren't big enough and my ass is non-existent
...or I hate my stomach
...or I hate my toes
...or I hate my forehead is too big
...or I hate my eyebrows and my eyelashes...there soo barely there
...or I hate my height...im not tall enough...
...or I hate my teeth, there too sharp and not white enough
...or I hate the fact that i cant sing
...or im not smart enough
I see it in the way that I cant take a compliment, and I don't understand what this person is seeing....and then sometimes I take really good pictures and think "Whoa, this chick is soo hot man"...but I don't feel that pretty.
And right now i'm just tired of it, cause trying to run someone else's race in your shoes aint never gonna work hunny.
I realised that listen if your a KaFatty, your going to be a beautiful one that loves food and aint afraid of a few hips...if anything, bring them on and flaunt them.
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| Chrystal Renn is my muse...Magnifique |
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| "Bone is for the dog, and meat is for the man"...now tell me this aint beautiful |
